It’s been a while since I’ve been active to my blog journey and I was hoping that this update will give you a happy life. We will talk about how I managed my first school year in college after spending a short break in province.
It is a very long journey for me because I have a mix emotions and some situations that almost end my life. So let’s start.
I was currently taking a bachelor’s degree in office administration in Polytechnic University of the Philippines- Paranaque.
First day to mid-term.
in my first day in PUP-PQ, I was little bit excited because it was the first time that I leave the house because of pandemic. Looking for a new friend to be with you all the time through ups and downs and some professors that will build you as a professional someday. But my excitement change into sorrow when I encounter difficulties to adapt the environment of my younger batchmates. I felt lost and discourage at the same time I have this person in me that keeps me in the dark phase of my life.
A lot of challenges was happened, There was a time that one of my considered friend never thought to consider me as one and felt that i was not belong to them anymore, He had everyone in his side unlike me I am just nothing. After that incident in my life I’ve never join those circle of friends anymore but I found a new circle of friends.
Always remember that: Never please people to like you, let them please you by proving them wrong.
My new circle of friends really believes in me, they never disappoint me, they are always there to encourage and support me. But I still have conflicts because of my lover, he keeps me in my dark phase and all I know is to obey him so I will not got hurt. We argue all the time even I have exam in the next day, I couldn’t even review because his causing to much trouble for me. Thanks to God I still manage to past my mid-term exams with high grade.
PROFESSORS: there is a prof that all students favorite and there is also a prof that being hated due to there strictness and unable to understand students situations. although they still have points on what they want to imply but for me they should also try to give a chance to understand the students excuses.
Rooms: this will be the space where in you gathered around due to luck of bench outside. It is neat and very new though some desk chair needs to get fix.
Mid-term to Finals
I lost the happiness and bond of my current circle of friends because of him. I made a mistake to choose him over my friend, I was very upset and even thinking right. Up until he cheated on me before the final exam and I don’t know what to do, I lost balance on everything and I can’t tell it to my mom. I never join any curricular activities in school and I’ve became Unproductive.
After I surpass the toxic phase in my life I let go the one I love to start new journey and focus to my study. Now I am now building a good memories with my friends, and yes they are still my friends the one I can’t leave without.






























